Does anybody else always have the urge to just some do really stupid things? The other day at tennis I was thinking ”Hmmm, I wonder if I could serve into the scorecard,” so I didn’t even think about it and fired from behind the base line straight into the scorecard, knocking it off the netpost and sending it flying over the next court…
Then there are the eternal battles I fight against stupid things I do to keep myself occupied. Biting the tips of pens (one of these days the top is just gonna blow off and I’m gonna have black lips and teeth), and seeing how close I can get to stapling myself without actually doing it (I just fell victim to that one).
I just wonder how it will serve me in life that I am almost constantly trying to push the limits and doing somewhat stupid, careless things. Maybe I will just turn out incredibly brilliant and I will only push limits when it is acceptable, but I will probably just end up getting myself into trouble.